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I Throw Up and Blood Comes Out
I went to a big concert with a best friends and was wearing a pink dress and hair bow. My friend brought a boy who was really bad with a leather jacket, the whole nine yards. I went with the intention of just listening to the music but when I saw the boy, I really liked him. It's not like me to get caught up in a boy-type ordeal but this guy was different in a good way and I really liked him, though he didn't like me at all. I decided to change myself up a bit, dressed up in black, leather jacket and biker boots. He then started to an take interest, handed me a beer which I never drink but drank in my dream. Then I drank a little more, a little more, and drank A LOT, I could feel myself getting drunk. my vision blurred, I was confused, etc. Me and my friend sat at a table, we were now at a diner with the guy, and now there was another girl, Asian, with porcelain skin, really pretty.
I took out a cigarette, though I’ve never smoked in real life and my friend said, "You smoke? You've changed so much. Please don't smoke." I told her I didn't give a damn. For some reason, the Asian girl mattered to me, I asked if she minded if I smoked and she said yeah, so I put it away.
We end up at a school, now only with my friend and the guy. My friend said there was a concert, I could either go to the concert or to a classroom. I didn't feel good so I went to the classroom with him. We were making out and suddenly, I felt horrible. I closed my eyes and puked, then opened my eyes and puked some more. At first it was normal puke then suddenly turned blood red and I knew I was sick. I was crying, really scared, I knew I had to go to the hospital. My vision got super blurred and I was crying, slurring my words, walking weird and falling over, seeing black. I saw the guy sitting in a chair at a desk in the classroom and the Asian girl listening to a band, saying "We're so thankful to have you out here!" I see tons of people in a crowd then remember that I need to call 911.
I end up back in the classroom. There is a phone so I call 911, then woke up.
Main Life Issues:
I have always been a good-girl, straight A's, etc.; nit-picker, perfectionist, over the top, dramatic.
Someone participates in extreme behaviors they do not normally engage in, and face dire consequences.
Vomiting Blood: Not able to stomach something.
Bad boy in leather jacket: Metaphor for wanting to let loose, balance the good girl side of yourself.
Smoking and drinking beer: In this case, a metaphor of trying out things you don’t normally do.
Asian girl: Person with high standards, your conscience.
Choose concert or classroom: Opposite extremes as choices that show a need for balance.
Need to go to hospital, call 911: Seeking your best health and self; awareness that you need to heal in areas of life.
What the dream Means:
When dreams mirror extremes, e.g. you are good girl in real life versus very bad in the dream, the dream is an invitation about finding balance. For example, as an A-student, you may work very hard but feel guilty about taking time to chill, play, or spend time with friends or hobbies. The dream suggests invites you to find balance in your life. It may also hint that you feel a lot of pressure to maintain your image as a good girl and straight A student but the good news is that people understand you are human, and if the time comes when your actions are less than perfect, you’ll discover the world won’t fall apart, no one will love you less, and in the long term, it won’t matter.
Bottom Line: Find balance in work and play, being alone and socializing etc. and know that no one is perfect. The goal is to do as well as possible in actions yet find wholeness and balance as a person, rather than strive for perfection.
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